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6/6/15 08:32 pm - Blueneck - Lilitu

eyes still swollen from last night.

it's true. I'm just crazy, or perhaps just plain stupid. When I say stupid, it's not that i can't count or dumb in the usual sense. It's the kind of stupid that comes with wanting something too much, being selfish, and protective of my own interests. I'm sure there is a term for that, I just can't find it now.

This has to be sorted, not through sex, not through talking. we don't talk. Brain washing sounds like a good choice for this frustration.
It does not matter how many cigarettes, pills and number of dishes I do, it permeates in every waking minute of nausea i experience.
I doubt fucking me while i'm crying and upset helped at all. I didn't enjoy it. but you seemed to need it.
Breaking down into tears of frustration didn't help the motion of wanting to score my skin again. I can't believe the juvenile releases are still resurfacing from some queer inner depths of myself. It probably goes to show how i haven't seemed to have grown.
You ex-boyfriends might all be right.

the unthinkable feeling is back once again.

6/6/15 04:05 am - And all the king's horses and all the king's men..

"i must be mad."

5/23/15 11:23 am - Liar and verbal abuser

Her proof of rent payment.

Yutaka and sam


Messages sent from her to the owner when "we" as a house fell short of  cash, AFTER  we passed her our portions of the rent.

3/7/15 11:25 pm - Yes you.


So there's a certain noteworthiness to posts like these. Because of how beautifully compelling irony works, people tend to not let go of such valiant thoughts about themselves.
It is especially when one finds themselves trapped in a little corner of their dubiously protective trench that certain dying flickering light bulbs of genius go off,  they might find solace and self peservation in the unsaid and silent & good deeds they think they have done unbeknownst to the people in their lives.
Why irony?
If others are not aware, how would one know what those acts might have meant to them. We live in relativity and it is sometimes painful that this relativity runs across, parallel and perpendicular to everything else. Against the grain mean anything?
If you still are unable to understand why people who seem to bother about you in the beginning are dropping you like a hot frying pan, you might want to rethink hiding behind that ignorant profile photo of yours and think about what your action, inaction and lack of effective communication has been doing besides wiping and covering your ass.
With the hope, that the people who have slowly lost all belief that you have a sliver of a self-awareness, would still be available to you when you eventually find yourself.

2/26/15 08:16 pm - baycourt 3


  • Irene Nomnomnom
    Irene Nomnomnom

    It's not my email address. Not that I don't have a habit of reading emails. Now it's on facebook. Well done.


  • Thomasina Owch
    Thomasina Owch

    only to the people in the house. you me sam yutaka and kenny


  • Irene Nomnomnom
    Irene Nomnomnom

    I will speak to owner and to finalise the below. Best for everyone here.

    1. I will shift out by 7 March 2015 and u all will sign a new agreement with owner beginning 8 March 2015. 2. SP services I will put in Sarah's name and meter reading starts 8 March 2015 3. All whatever agent claims owing but with no bills received i will settle so u all start afresh. 4. Only 1 month deposit so u all no need to pay them anymore except rental due on 8 March 2015

    Good luck dealing with Paul


Seen by everyone

2/26/15 04:43 pm - baycourt cuts2

[baycourt fb2]

  • Today

  • Sam Wong
    Sam Wong

    How come there's a letter of notice from the agent again?


  • Irene Nomnomnom
    Irene Nomnomnom

    Huh?

    What letter?


  • Kenny Hong
    Kenny Hong

    Check email


  • Irene Nomnomnom
    Irene Nomnomnom

    Ok

    I don't have


  • Thomasina Owch
    Thomasina Owch

    Letter of notice: Summary of tenant’s payment history: Irene, the master tenant said the balance SG$2500 will arrived on 10th Feb and was late SP service bills and account was not applied, agreed to apply and no update (26 Feb 2015) $195.66 $2500+195.66=$2695.66 She said that she will pay on 23rd Feb and defaulted The interest till 23rd Feb is $135. So this month balance she should pay by 28th Feb is

    $2500+195.66+515.58+9*20=$3391.24 1) Due to facts of multiple times of delaying payment, Landlord requested to increase to 2 month Deposit. Deposit $4200 should be paid on 8th March. 2) Change the master tenant to other responsible person in the tenant list. 3) pay the balance by 28th Feb 2015 12pm afternoon to avoid the termination of leasing conthract. 4) pay the other SP bill of 24th Feb on 8th March which details will be sent by email on 1st March. Final Verdict from Landlord Payment is to be made latest by 28th Feb 2015 12pm afternoon. Failure to do so will result in termination of Tenancy Agreement and All tenants have to move out of the property within 48hours (with effect from 28th Feb 2015 12pm) and SP services (water and electricity) will be terminated by then

    Should payment be made before 28th Feb 2015 12pm, following monthly payment will have to be promptly without a single day delay. Additional 1x month deposit will have to be collected as good faith to Landlord. Deposit $4200 should be paid on 8th March 4pm

    Failure to do so will result in termination of Tenancy Agreement and All tenants have to move out of the property within 48hours (with effect from date of rental due) and SP services (water and electricity) will be terminated by then


  • Irene Nomnomnom
    Irene Nomnomnom

    Huh?

    Can u see if I m in the email?



  • Irene Nomnomnom
    Irene Nomnomnom

    I did transfer and I did change SP services Ah.....

    Let me call him

    And that's not my email


  • Yutaka Nakashima
    Yutaka Nakashima

    Okey. So What need to do?


  • Sam Wong
    Sam Wong

    Both sarah and I dont have money to pass you guys for another month of deposit anymore


  • Irene Nomnomnom
    Irene Nomnomnom

    I did pay I did pay I did pay la... I am checking now. Wait

    Walao... And so services also already changed. That day the fellow came.


  • Irene Nomnomnom
    Irene Nomnomnom

    I m waiting for transfer slip. Will ask agent what's going on.



2/26/15 04:43 pm - baycourt cuts.

[baycourt fb 1]

2/26/15 04:41 pm - dirty sink-trap, dirty household.

so once again, for the third time in this lease we're having issues with the holy trinity that is the landlord, irene and the agent.
[the email]
Letter of notice:
Summary of tenant’s payment history:
Irene, the master tenant said the balance SG$2500 will arrived on 10th Feb and was late
SP service bills and account was not applied, agreed to apply and no update (26 Feb 2015)
$195.66
$2500+195.66=$2695.66
She said that she will pay on 23rd Feb and defaulted
The interest till 23rd Feb is $135.
So this month balance she should pay by 28th Feb is
$2500+195.66+515.58+9*20=$3391.24
1) Due to facts of multiple times of delaying payment,  Landlord requested to increase to 2 month deposit. deposit $4200 should be paid on 8th March.
2) Change the master tenant to other responsible person in the tenant list.
3) pay the balance by 28th Feb 2015 12pm afternoon to avoid the termination of leasing conthract.
4) pay the other SP bill of 24th Feb on 8th March which details will be sent by email on 1st March.
Final Verdict from Landlord
Payment is to be made latest by 28th Feb 2015 12pm afternoon. Failure to do so will result in termination of Tenancy Agreement and All tenants have to move out of the property within 48hours (with effect from 28th Feb 2015 12pm) and SP services (water and electricity) will be terminated by then
Should payment be made before 28th Feb 2015 12pm, following monthly payment will have to be promptly without a single day delay. Additional 1x month deposit will have to be collected as good faith to Landlord. deposit $4200 should be paid on8th March 4pm
Failure to do so will result in termination of Tenancy Agreement and All tenants have to move out of the property within 48hours (with effect from date of rental due) and SP services (water and electricity) will be terminated by then

in the first month of moving in there were inherent issues with the money not being paid to the owner/agent (i seriously have no idea if the money had to transit the agent before getting to the owner, however i honestly believe it shouldn't fucking matter at this point because the money we paid irene didn't make it anywhere. apparently after multiple to and fros, missed calls and engaged lines and heated rows and emotional coddling, we ALL found out her savings and fixed deposit account got hacked into and she had screenshots and photos of police reports and ibanking pages to exhibit. FINE. BAD luck, among the misunderstandings and miscommunications between transactions for the previous topaz place and the current one at baycourt. let it slide.
because we had just moved in and i really was and still am broke not JUST BECAUSE of my eating habits but also i volunteered to just bury the hatchet and pay for everyone's fucking deposit. except for one. funny. i paid 3.4k instead of 4.2k. whats the 800? nvm.

the next month, the rent had to be paid and lo and behold, irene's plans of having to go to perth finally came to fruition after making a big fuss over the application of visa and australia's lack of ability to make a efficient way of getting people into its country for money generation. so... there was a "plan". a plan where the money for rent from yutaka and kenny would be paid to me and then irene would then produce the money she owes me from the deposit i paid (3.4k which the owner did not receive due to the bank account hack) in my monthly rent. (now i feel fucking stupid. should just ask her to pay me back everything she owes me..)
a little tiff arises when i get massively annoyed that shes waiting for me to tell her when i paid the amount that kenny and yutaka gave us so that she would then pay on her end by midnight.
btw. it's collyer quay branch not cecil street.
fucking hell.
whatever. honestly.

so now, i don't want to give a shit as to whether the payment is settled her side, if not she's gonna "break down" and "emotional princess" me again in front of the entire house. JUSTTRUSTINHERRIGHT?!?!??!? i want to break something.

now the above email in the first cut.
what am i to do. i'm dead broke.

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oh yea btw. best part. agent sent the email to Sam's company email which the partners have access to.
win liao lor.

i don't want to get out of the room, i might just hit her. a lot of times.

12/20/14 03:16 pm

I stay with a nightmare

12/18/14 11:04 pm

I've realised. I'm just a connector.

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